Hello 2014, To a new book of our relationship.

I didn't know meeting you was a fate in my life, it changed my entire life. The 1st year for our lifetime relationship, went through a lot already. And I know there's gonna be more to come in to challenge us.

Past is past. Even though I said it already I want to say SORRY to all the bad things that I have done to you, that made us feel hurt, doubt and almost break us down. I dont need to say what is it right? Thats why Past is past, we've been there. We learnt from it and it made us more stronger to face another difficult circumstances. 

Each and everyday. I'm learning new things from you. You never fail and never get tired on making me understand something that I can't. 
I'm so blessed because you are patient on waiting for us to meet. Lucky because you are giving me another chance to prove my love for you.
That's why I'm really so afraid to lose you my love. 

This year. I swear to tell everything, to give you all that I got in my bestest just to be with you. 
I pray that we could achieve our goal, that we could be together. With so much happiness and blessings from our family.
I hope that we can face anything TOGETHER because WE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER.
I swear also for no more lies, no more keeping secrets, no more doubts.
Because I'm trusting everything to you. 

Thank you for having faith and believing in me. Thank you for staying, for loving me that you and I couldn't even imagine.
I know we can get through what we are now. I know SOON that we'll meet and be together forever. 

Happy New Year baby! :* I hope to make this year another memorable one. iLoveyousomuch. :* 

Adore You

Because I will post my blog letter for you a little bit late. This is for you my love. <3 

Happy 14th monthsarry. iLoveyou my baby. <3 :*

Adore You

Oh, oh, hey, oh ooh, ooh
Baby, baby, yeah
Are you listening?
Wondering where you've been all my life
I just started living
Ooh oh, baby
Are you listening?
Oh
When you say you love me
Know I love you more
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Girl, I adore you
I adore you
Baby, can ya hear me when I'm crying out for you?
I'm scared, oh, so scared
But when you're near me I feel like I'm standing with an army
A woman armed with weapons
Hey, oh
When you say you love me
Know I love you more
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Girl, I adore you
I adore you
I love lying next to you
I could do this for eternity
You and me were meant to be in holy matrimony
God knew exactly what he was doing when he led me to you
When you say you love me
Know I love you more (I love you more)
When you say you need me
Know I need you more
Girl, I adore you
I adore you
When you say you love me
Know I love you more
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Girl, I adore you
I adore you

Please keep singing only for me.

please keep singing for me forever? :3

Look who's playing a guitar this 11/27/12 ; 3am PST for me. :3 i love her smile, her eyes, her lips, her voice just eveything about her. But mostly i love just the way she is. Happy 13th monthsarry. Iloveyou baby :* 

13th month

Marrying the one you love is the best feeling. No more hiding from her parents, no more sneaking out, no more a thousand excuses and alibi’s just to see each other. Finally you can be with her, kiss her anytime, sleep beside her without making her parents worried, touch her, hug her. 

That's why I can’t wait to marry you. Be with you everyday, wake  you up in the morning for your work, cook foods for you, we’ll have late night movie marathon every weekends. If you’re sick, I’ll take care of you, give you the best medicine, cook your favorite foods. We’ll travel together, around the country or even the world. We’ll go to your favorite places. We’ll spend the night there. We’ll have kids, get ready them to school and when we are finally alone, we will drink coffee and talk about our days when we are young or those moments that we treasured together. Just that. I can’t wait to marry you.

I'll wear the suit, ofc. :3

But still I know that day will come. We just need to work hard and be patient for it. Thank you so much for continuing on loving me. And being patient also on what we’re going through right now. I know there’s more to come,  but whatever it is I know we can strongly face it and our love can stop it.

Baby I love you so much, ramdam na ramdam naman diba? I’ll only love you no one else but you. And I’m so serious about it. Remember what I proposed? You know that I'm afraid and the only thing I fear now is to lose you.  My life wouldn't be the same if you weren't around, if you didn’t come to my life. That’s why I’m so grateful to have you. Happy 13th monthsarry baby. Iloveyousomuch. :*

A Year And More

A year with you and still counting. Loving you more and deeper each and every day. Even though we're in a different place and got different time right now, more important is that we have THE SAME FEELINGS and we're both fighting for that SAME LOVE. Never thought I really could be this serious about you, never planned that I'll love you this much.

We've been through a lot this year already, but I swear I'm always here by your side as time goes by. I know we can make our way to each other; we just need to be patient about it. SOON! We'll be together even though it’s going to be tough; we need to fight together for what we really want. We know that a mountain is worth a climb. So let’s be strong together and stay with me baby, as long as you are here with me, for US. We can make it.

Thank you so much for accepting who really I am. You know how much I’m grateful, feel blessed and contented for all the things you have given and done to me. 

I’m so happy to have chosen to be with you and to have you in my life. Still can’t believe that you are mine and you know it. I pray for our love to grow and be vigorous to any inevitable circumstances. The only thing I fear most now is that I’ll lose you but don’t give up on me, I don’t want to lose you anymore.  I also pray that you won’t change. I’m so in love with just that way you are. EVERYTHING YOU ARE. <3

Is it a crime that I want you here near me and that you hug me back while I'm hugging you tight? Oh well, I’ll wait for the moment where we’ll live in a same house, share the same bed where I can kiss you good morning and good night, and will build our family there. I’ll do anything, everything just to be with you. So grow old with me? I want to be with you till the day I lose my breath.

Baby, HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY! And more to come. I love you so much baby, you are my everything.

"When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you."

*365* A year FULL of LOVE

I love everything about you. 365 reasons aren't enough to describe my love for you bebii. 

The way i can just be myself.

I love how you know me so well.

The way you make me smile.

I love you for loving me even though I might be annoying at times.

The way you smile / laugh.

I love it whenever we talk about our "Future" together.

The way you look at me.

I love how we might be thousands of miles apart but we still do trust/love each other

How you tell me I am beautiful no matter what

I love it when you send me random old photos of you <3

How you still gimme butterflies

I love how straightforward you are

You make me feel special

I love that you are slowly opening up to me

The way you kiss me

I love how we can call each other with mean names and laugh about it "pasaway" "maldito/a" "Baby sungit"

How much you show me you care for me

I love how we would try to make the best of our time zones to talk.

How you put up with my moodiness

I love the way you want to eat chocolates when your jealous :3

Our imaginary tickle fights

I love keeping you warm when you are cold (sly) 

The way you hug me (pillow hugtight)

I love that we managed to spend a full 24hrs with each other.

How we can be silly around each other

I love how you are proud that I am your Girlfriend (shy)

How you love all of my imperfections

I love being your better half (love)

How I instantly feel better when i hear your voice / or see you (kiss)

I love your sense of humor (smile)

You make me smile even if I am crying

I love your *Pickup Lines* (shy)

How you are taking your time to read each and everyone of these.

I love how you would spam me with your messages and complain about your day.

How you understand me

I love to put you as my priority

When I am with you the whole world stops

I love how you tease me for having mess up hair sometimes (your fault)

How loving you comes naturally.

I love that you love my physical appearance even if I'm "fat" (sly)

How we dedicate songs to each other

I love the "boyfriend and girlfriend sweet tag" that we did ( facebook, games, and blogs )

How faithful you are

I love pampering you like a prince

How protective you are

I love how I managed to pass the "tests/challenge" you gave in the past

How I act like stupid and you still love me

I love how we started out as friends and then into lovers

How you would drop your other plans to be with me if I needed you (aweee)

I love that you remember every single thing about us (love)

How sweet you are <3

I love how you agreed to try & to fight for our relationship.

When I am with you i feel like I am home

I love how you used to call yourself "BinBin" (grammy)

The fact that i can fall asleep for like 5 min *charge* so we can talk longer.

I love it when you want IceCream

The way you want me to scratch your back *itchy* (silly)

I love taking a bath with you (laugh)

How can we talk for hours upon hours and never get tired.

The way you breathe *like? (sly)* XD

I love how I was able to make you feel loved again.

How we can be with each other every day and never get sick of each other.

I love the constant challenge of making you smile

How it takes us so long to say goodbye. ( *baba mo na..* *ee ikaw na mag baba* )

I love stalking you ( Audi )

I love you stalking me ( Audi )

The way you miss me.

How you tell me you miss me when you do.

I love satisfying your random cravings (iloveyou)

Because you are simply irresistible.

I love buying gifts for you ( bawal kontra )

Because you bring out the best in me

I love how you want to save up money for you to go here. (tsk..)

How easy you are to talk to

I love it when you smile whenever I joke *kahit corny*

How you always share your feelings.

I love having heart to heart talks with you.

How I know that you’ll never cheat on me.

I love that you respect my boundaries.

The compliments you give me.

I love how you chose me among 455457554540 other females on Earth.

How cute you were when you were little.

I love how you can’t stay mad at me for long. *pag may tantrums ako*

How you showed me that there are genuine nice guys out there.

I love how you sing. *kilig*

How my heart is secure with you.

I love webcamming with you on Skype.

You give me strength for when I am weak.

I love it when you feel confident about yourself. *that your the only one i Love*

You say the cutest things that makes me laugh.

I love it when you “saranghae”

You always make time for me *kahit pagod na* (school and work)

I love it when i beg me to stay just a little longer and u can't resist me.

I could tell you anything and you wouldn’t think less of me.

How you are the first person I want to see when I wake up.

How you are the last person I want to see before I go to sleep.

I love it when you fall for my surprises *videos*

How I know wherever I go you will be in my heart.

I love how you not take me for granted.

The way we respect each other decisions.

I love how you appreciate the things I do for you.

The way you put my feelings first. *kilig*

I love watching movies with you. *any* even (sly)

The way you *pinch* my face.

I love how you tell me “I love you” *sa lahat ng version*

For letting me help you. *when you need help*

I love it whenever you blog about me or us. *blogger*

For remembering our monthsary.

I love how Handsome you look. *wafu*

How you love kids.

I love it when you consult me before you make decisions.

For acting any girly things with me *the way i talk*

And for not complaining when doing things like that *sweet*

I love how you make me feel good about myself

For taking the chance to get to know me.

I love it when you wear pink *sando/shirt*

For letting me tease you

I love it when u say "Hi" to my parents / relatives

The way you would rather be with me than play xbox

For walking into my life when I least expected it.

I love how shy you would be around strangers but act crazy with me. *onlymine*

How you always know what I am going to say. *gayagaya*

How you always know what I am thinking. *brainwaves*

How you always know that something is bothering me. *ene yen? sabihin na? *

How we always say the same things at the same exact time. *lel*

How we always seem to think of messaging each other at the same moment. *cute*

How alike we are.

How different we are.

I love it when you wake up at the middle of the night just to be with me.

How your profile picture is always about us.

I love the fact than I'm sitting on the plane with you.

How our differences still complement each other.

How you always know what to say. *abbu*

How you like on my facebook status about US. *beingcrazyinlovewitheachother*

How you comment on it. *kahit "Shy" si bebii*

I love doing silly stuff with you.

How I can tell when you are lying. *You sure ininom mo na yung meds?*

When you surprise me. *galing sa camp* 

How you would never flirt with any other girl. *ayie :3 dapat lang! lel*

How you tell me I’m the only girl you love, *kilig*

I love the fact that you want me to wear your shirts.

I love it when you kiss me unexpectedly. :*

I love spending time alone with you. :3 *silly*

How you always wonder what is on my mind.

How you can always reassure me.

I love how you entrust me some important info about you.

How you don’t like to drink that much. *kailangan I'm with you*

I love how you constantly check on me because you are concerned.

How you don’t do any drugs.

I love how open-minded you are.

That you want the same things in life that I do.

I love how you stand up for the things you believe in.

How cute you are when you’re jealous *teehee*

I love your dreams of studying medicine *PEDIA*

How we tell each other our dreams every morning.

I love how you can make me happy just being by my side.

How you cried with me the day before you left for camp.

I love the fact that you shared your “secrets” with me.

I love it when you drool while sleeping *umwa*

I love how you always challenge me.

The way you complete my life.

I love it when you look sweaty.

I love it when you look tired.

I love it when you look sleepy.

I love it when you look happy.

I love it when you look shy.

I love it when you dance.

I love how you randomly ask me what am i doing.

How you are always on my mind

The way you say my name.

How complete I feel when you hold me.

The way you make me realize my full potential.

The way you inspire me.

The way you make me anxious when I am waiting for the time I get to see you next.

You always give me something to look forward to.

I love how you always give me your honest opinion about things.

The way we make a great team.

That one day you will be my husband.

How each day you give me one more reason to love you.

Each day I learn something new about you.

And how each day you learn something new about me.

I love the cute little notes that you write for me. *LP letters*

I love you because you never gave up on me.

That you want to grow old with me.

That we plan to build a house together one day.

I love how we can talk about things like shit and not feel disgusted. *LMAO*

The way you show your affection for me when we are in public. *Megaphone*

I love how you say I'm beautiful without makeup *shy*

The way you will make an amazing father one day. *Johanna, Ethan, and Leanne*

The way that you are my biggest fan. *but no! I'm your No.1 biggest fan*

I love how you say ‘Ma..Ma ko’ in that cute voice.

I love it when you bombard me with your *smoochies*

The way you give me massages. *head/hands*

I love playing online pool/tongits with you.

I love playing Maple Global with you.

I love playing steps with you.

I love playing LoL with you.

I love playing grandchase with you.

I love playing Audition with you. *RedBana/Sea*

I love just laying down beside you for hours, not doing anything.*on cam*

How everyone can see how much we love each other.

I love it when you get jealous, because I feel so important to you.

I love it when we chat and lose track of time.

I love the way you distract me.

The way your voice sounds on skype.

The way you can be miles apart from me but just sitting infront of your computer it makes it feel like you are right here with me.

I love hearing your sweet voice. *bii bakit ba mahal na mahal kita*

How much you trust me.

The way you apologize even if it’s over something silly.

I love how you share about your past.

I love how you listen when i share mine.

You tell me if you don’t like something about me.

How every time I look at you, you take my breath away.

I love how we strive to be the hottest couple. *hottest ba?*

The way we finish each other’s sentences.

The fact that your mine.

The fact that I'm yours.

I love how/when you cook.

The fact that I will love you for the rest of my life

I love your ‘I don’t care’, but you actually care a lot deep within. *bahala ka jan and ewan ko sayo*

The way you are never boring.

The way we play fight.

Even when I am grumpy you still love me.

I love you for going through difficult times with me.

I love how we look so sweet together.

I love that you accept all my flaws

The way you make me feel like I have never felt before.

I love how you always say "thank you".

How you never want to stop kissing me.

The way you make me smile even if I am sad. *when you saw me cryin*

The way you say you’re sorry.

Our inseparable bond.

The thought of you makes me smile.

You make me happy every second of every day.

I love the fact that you can be the sweetest boy in the whole wide world.

I love the way you made me a better person.

How you can make me happy without even doing anything.

I love the fact that you are hot. *Rawr~*

The way that your happiness equals my happiness.

The way your mood affects my mood.

When you kiss my forehead.

I love that you act cute with me to get what you want. *;Cry inaaway mo na ko*

The way you kiss me when I get hurt.

I love that you don’t judge me.

I love how you accept my past.

I love that you love me so much more.

I love that you share everything with me. *food on cam*

The way you hold me like you never want to let me go.

How the littlest things make you happy.

How that red panda video makes us LAUGH *OMG..!haha!*

I love how you always believed that I was the best.

I love how you would encourage me when I needed motivation. *work*

I love that you are willing to learn humbly if you don’t know stuff.

I love your warm hugs.

I love your passionate kisses.

I love your oh-so-hot figure (I am serious). *geeez..landeee ko..*

The way you look to the future yet appreciate the present.

The way that everything I do makes me think of you.

The fact that laughing is 10000000000x more fun when you are around.

I love your natural smell *sniff sniff kili kili*

How your kisses lift me up to a place where I belong. *heaven*

I love the way you always listen and takes things in. 

Everyday I go without speaking to you makes me depressed.

You are my happy "Pills"

We're like a romance movie.

Your strong loving "ARMS"

Your heartbeat.

We never regret everything we do.

How you love all of my flaws.

The way I can’t sleep at night unless I know you are safe.

How I never believed in love at first sight until you walked through the door. *pakipot pang hindi crush*

The way you hold the key to my heart

You would do anything to stop me from getting hurt.

How when I cry it gives you the worst feeling in the world.

Being with you makes me feel like I can defy the whole world.

I love the fact that its US against the WORLD.

How you never rush into anything.

How I can’t imagine a day without you in my life.

The way that my dreams are your dreams too.

How we can stay up all night just to talk.

How I thank god every day for letting you come into my life.

How you ask me for advice and actually take it.

Your just simply amazing.

I could kiss your lips all day long.

When you smile the whole world stops.

The way you show your love for me.

The way you can make me feel like Princess.

How you always give me your honest opinion.

I love your unique style.

I love when we watch Anime.

I love when you want me to read some "Manga"

I love when we watch K-Drama

I love when we watch J-Drama

I love when we watch T-Drama

I love when we watch P*** "coz i told you i wanna see one"

I love when we watch horror/comedy/sci-fi

I love when we watch Tagalog/English Movies

I love your charm.

I love how much we have in common.

I love just sitting in silence and listening to your breath.

I love the way you spoil me.

I love how you always seem to make my day

I love your never-ending thoughtfulness

I love how the simplest of things can remind me of you

I love showing off to the world that I have the best boyfriend in the whole world.

I love how you make me feel that I can do anything *beatup*

I love hearing about your day.

I love the way you make me blush.

I love how you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

I love all the sacrifices you make for me

I love how my reality with you is better than my dreams.

I love the fact that we dream up grand adventures together. *travel around the world*

I love that you make me see that my heart has finally found a home.

I love how I always want to see you

I love how you always want to see me 

I love how hardworking you are.

I love how you value my opinions

I love that you shows off the things that your good at *dancing/singing*

I love how you're so daring.

I love how you're so romantic.

I love knowing about your fantasies.

I love how I can loose myself in your eyes.

I love the way you make me feel like a million bucks.

I love the way you say "I love you" in different languages

I love the way thoughts of you can keep me awake at night 

I love the way you let me spoil you.

I love how you let me call you sweet pet names.

I love how you let me flirt you

I love the way you flirt back.

I love how you are always concerned about me & my well-being.

I love your ability to bounce back even from the roughest of situations.

I love how much you make me sigh out lovestruck *OMG!*

I love how curious you are of things, and your determination to find the answer. *silly*

I love the way you love music

I love how I can proudly say that I have a special someone.

I love how you never let me down

I love the way you always call to talk even when I feel bad that I can hardly hear anything. *baba mo. Lemme call u back*

I love it when you introduce me to new things. *like "Sly"*

I love the way you say "Hi" and "Good Morning".

I love sharing fun facts with you.

I love the way you make strange noises. *prruut "fart"*

I love having pictures of you on my lappy, phone, and ipad.

I love how I can tell you about the most strangest, smallest things and you'd still find it interesting.

I love how you recite tongue twister and lyrics to me. *nakakapagpabagabag*

I love how you're always sending me cool and funny stuff. *youtube and tumblr links*

I love how you'll let me see all sides of you.

I love how you always seem to be proud of me. *galing naman ng baby ko*

I love it when we both try something new together

I love that fact that even though we haven't been together. It feels like your my whole world

I love how you make me feel like the happiest I have ever been in my life.

I love the way you don't tease me.. Even when its tempting *ghost and frogs "QQ"*

I love the way you let me tease you (which now that I think about it, isn't really fair…) 

The way you call me baby

The way you call me bebe

The way you call me bii

The way you call me bebii

The way you call me ammie

The way you call me Ma

The way you call me misis ko

The way you call me mahal ko

The way you call me asawa ko

The way you call me buhay ko

The way you call me lahat lahat ko

I love the fact that the lists and love never ends~