Sunday, 27 October 2013

Cheers to US



To say that I love you doesn't really begin to explain my feelings for you. Our love has grown deeper with each passing month.
We didn't know what the future would hold, but we were excited and confident that whatever it was, we would do it together. And we have! But it hasn't always been easy.

As I look back over the past 12 months (can you believe it's been a year already?!) I smile over the joys we've experienced and tears up well as I think of the hard times.

As our first anniversary, I can’t help but think what you have taught me about unconditional love. You love me just the way God created me, with every scare and imperfection. 

Through many years of foolish mistakes, I believe that I am where God intended me to be all along. I know that in life there are people who come in my life for a moment, a blink of an eye experience and those who come in my life forever. I believe with all my heart you are my forever. You have been the one the God as placed in my life.

I am. Each and every day, that love grows stronger in many different aspects. Through all of the trials that we may face, I know that you will always be by my side, no matter what. Thank you, for everything. The care you have shown me, stepping up for me, the protection you have for me. Thank you for showing me that no matter what, Our Love will NEVER END!


Now that I have you.
I don’t need to be alone, I don’t need to be sad all the time, I don’t need to worry too much in my family, friends, and others. I don’t need to be perfect at all, because being with you just pure and simple makes my life perfect already. 
Now that I have you, I am complete.
Our love, is the feeling that you can’t help and control. Even though we tried to avoid and ignore it, it will remains. The feeling that never gives up and stays even when shit happens. 
I know that someday we will be in each others arms whispering “ILOVEYOU” in our ears thousands and thousand of times. You make me feel complete bebii, and nothing could never make me happier than the way you make me feel like this. You are so incredible, you made me believe in such others things, that I never thought possible. You made me fall for you in your most uniqueness way. The most wonderful thing about you, the fact that you never stop loving me. I broke your heart, pushed you away I acted so stupid and distant. I hurt you but you still never stop loving me and never gave up on me. I have no idea what i have done to deserve this kind of love but I am so thankful to God for being so kind. All I can do is to cherish you and love you just the way you are. And what you deserve is treatment worthy of a Prince, and I am your Princess. *ofcourse wink*
I am not the strongest one when it comes to a perfect relationship, but what matters most is what we have in our hearts. Maybe it is irritating to say or even to read this now *novel?* but, this is how I feel, I am really sorry bebe.
I know, these will not make any sense but these things are the things that will come out when I talk to you, at these very moment. I am scared of losing you, i love you so much bebe, just always remember that i will not go anywhere no matter what. 

I’ll make sure that i will a better person, I will make sure that this relationship will not put into waste, I will make sure that this is worth fighting for. I will make sure that this will last FOREVER. I love you so much baby ko. Always and forever. Please don’t give up on me, kasi hindi ko talaga kakayanin mawala ka sa buhay ko. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita bebe. Nandito lang ako lagi for you, I love you so much bebe ko.

Sorry If i always put you through a lot of stuff everyday bebe, define everyday. It is true that you’re always on my mind, every second..minute..hours... everyday! I love you so much bebe, and the last thing I would do before i die, is to hurt you, but it upsets me that I unintentionally done it all the time. :( Not everyday, but there are times that I’ve done it, even with the little things. I admit sometimes it’s a little too much to handle, but that times doesn’t make me give up on you. Few days ago, I did broke your heart, If I would be given the chance to undo it, I would. I owe you an apology for giving up, I got scared and shocked at the same time. I swear, I will try to avoid things that would harm our relationship. You have proven me baby that your love for me is stronger and greater than distances never reached. We all made mistakes not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt us along the way but just always look on the bright side of everything baby, we always pass it through, we never tend to ignore it, instead, we tend to fix it :) One important thing is that in very relationship, whether old or new, we are sure to experience some problems along the way but it’s up to us to solve it or not. The good thing about us is that we ought to understand each other and try to have the TRUST that will make this relationship work. I know naman na we are entitled to be together and we will never give up on each other. From what i’ve seen in you, from the very beginning, there’s a reason why i chose you. I chose you because I love you. S-O-R-R-Y is just a word, but for what it’s worth I am very sorry for hurting you unintentionally. i know that there are times that I’ve caused you pains because of wanting this relationship works and for the betterment of it as well. Just always remember bebe, that no matter what happens, I will remain yours, always and forever.

Thank you for loving me my BinBin! One big thank you! there are a lot things that I am thankful for you! :) but here are just few, thank you for being my friend *but now my Bestfriend* at the first place, because that’s our foundation. Thank you for treating me like Im the most wonderful person existing on this planet despite on my insecurities, jealousy, imperfections, and others. Thank you for being there all the time. Thank you for being PATIENT with me. Thank you for being a SUPPORTIVE partner as well. Thank you for challenging me. Thank you for sacrificing things for me. Thank you for taking me as I am. Thank you for setting up with my past, engaging with my present, and believing with my future.  Thank you for loving me, bebe, all of me.


I'm so in love with you my baby. We met as friends then became lovers. Who would thought that we would fall in love with each other so fast? I am glad we can get through anything. I am glad we got love on our side. We had our ups and downs but that only made it better. We managed to conquer any obstacle in the way, we manage to admit where we went wrong.

Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita
Asawa ko <3
Happy Birthday to US Bebe ko :3



















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